the GazettE / CALM ENVY

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Artist: the GazettE
Album: STACKED RUBBISH
Release: 2007

降りしきる雨の音に 沈みそうな
Furishikiru ame no ne ni shizumi souna
It seems like I’m getting melancholic from the sounding of the falling rain

その約束は誰の夢で 誰の為の夢だろう
Sono yakusoku wa dare no yume de dare no tame no yume darou
Whose dream holds this promise, who is this dream for?

「I want to see all of you.」 「I want to love all of you.」

どうかしてるね
Douka shiteru ne
Please do it for me

繋ぐ手と逆の手には いつも知らない香りがしてる
Tsunagu te to gyaku no te ni wa itsumo shiranai kaori ga shiteru
When we hold hands, there’s always an unfamiliar scent coming from the opposite hand

「I want to see all of you.」 「I want to love all of you.」

息はちゃんと出来てるのに
Iki wa chanto dekiteru no ni
Even though I can breath normally,

「I want to see all of you.」 「I want to love all of you.」

崩れそうになる
Kuzure souni naru
I feel like I’m going to fall.

言葉よりも深く 愛してくれるなら
Kotoba yori mo fukaku aishite kureru nara
If you could love me deeper than just the words,

目の前に居るあなただけを 信じていける
Me no mae ni iru anata dake wo shinjite ikeru
just seeing you in front of me would let me believe

不意に見せた過去に 触れる度に脆く
Fui ni miseta kako ni fureru tabi ni moroku
In the suddenly visible past, I’m fragile when you touch me

埋め尽くせない空白に 涙浮かべ
Umetsukusenai kuuhaku ni namida ukabe
Tears linger in the empty spaces I can’t fill

安らぎに甘えてても隣の
Yasuragi ni amaete te mo tonari no
It seems like you’re breaking away from within me,

あなたが私の中から 途切れそうになる
Anata ga watashi no naka kara togire sou ni naru
the you who is with me when we snuggle up peacefully

「I want to see all of you.」 「I want to love all of you.」

答えは笑みに溺れ
Kotae wa emi ni obore
The answer drowns in a smile

「You don’t love, the everyday shadow when it was lost.」

掻き消せない程 抱えてる
Kakikesenai hodo kakaeteru
You hold onto it tighter so it can’t be erased

あなたに投げた言葉も 愛してくれるなら
Anata ni nageta kotoba mo aishite kureru nara
If you could love me even after those words I said to you,

目の前に居るあなただけを 信じていける
Me no mae ni iru anata dake wo shinjite ikeru
just seeing you in front of me would let me believe

不意に見せた過去に 触れる度に痛む
Fui ni miseta kako ni fureru tabi ni itamu
In the suddenly visible past, it hurts when you touch me

私のいない空白まで 愛したい
Watashi no inai kuuhaku made aishitai
Until there’s no emptiness inside me, I want to love you

気付かれないように 涙は拭うから
Kizukarenai youni namida wa nuguu kara
Because I wipe away my tears so you won’t notice them,

これ以上私の前で 笑わないで
Kore ijou watashi no mae de warawanai de
There’s nothing left in front of me to laugh about

「さよなら」を隠す二人じゃなく
“Sayonara” wo kakusu futari janaku
Hiding the “goodbye,” there is no us.

「さよなら」に泣く二人でいたい
“Sayonara” ni naku futari de itai
Crying over this “goodbye,” I want to be with you.

思い返すより忘れて欲しい
Omoikaesu yori wasurete hoshii
Instead of thinking about it again, I want to forget

そして私を空白に置いて
Soshite watashi wo kuuhaku ni oite
and so leave me in this empty space.

もう過ぎた日々を追ったりしないで
Mou sugita hibi wo ottarishinai de
Don’t chase after those long-passed days.

もうこれ以上置いて行かないで
Mou kore ijou oite ikanaide
Don’t leave anymore than what’s already been left behind

「せめて…」
“Semete…”
“At least…”

さよならを握り眠る私の
Sayonara wo nigiri nemuru watashi no
Holding onto this goodbye, I go to sleep

仄かな熱を煙草のように消して
Honokana netsu wo tabako no youni keshite
and my faint warmth disappears like tobacco.
帰らない日々を 愛した人よ
Kaeranai hibi wo ashita hito yo
A person who loved those days they could never go back to

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